This words were my heart & soul

Even if i ever neglect, i still won't let go.

Days have gone by crying,

& i'm still here by myself.

Seemingly true but notthing is,

for fun thats etch to my heart.

Those bloody days were enough for the bad times,

& i never felt any better.

If you only knew loneliness,

you wouldn't have failed to realised that part.

I don't ever want to recover from this iliness,

somehow it acts to my companion.

My brain getting washed by the dirt,

& i never got it cleaned.

Failed to be myself after sometime,

& the drug was of no use.

I never ever could get that part out of me.

PS: I felt as heavy as i was sunk into the dept ocean.