AOut of nowhere, im back again. It feels odd & weird cus its been months since i updated my blog. Yeah, i missed writing so much. I actually came to do some research for my geeral paper which is held on the 18th oct. I jus did my pure math, it sucked! Seriously, i could have done better but i got carried away by my nervous. I had prepared myself but things jus got wrong, which is a pity. I gotta do well for my statistics paper. Im pretty nervous for my GP as well, have been preparing abt 4essays. Hope it would be good enough. Now is dashain but the cambridge students are slogging hard for their board xams:( The streets are so quiet cus most of the people have gone to their village to celebrate the festival. Well, im not also in the mood for 'fun'. Im in a serious stake of my lyf,been thinking alot. Haven't met up with bf for so long,miss him. I'm still having pblms at home,as usual. I don't know if its really abt my attitude or jus the temper. hais! Lyf in nepal has really & greatly changed who i am. I have become someone different but some of my habits still remain. I don't mind for the change in me but to live it. Days are passing by fast & who knows what outcome awaits us. Its time to learn & nuture, & live by ourself. I don't wanna be dependent on our parents cus she's always like nagging & saying bad stuffs. I don't know who i have become now, i can not say for myself either. There's jus a thing left for me to do now. & ras & ppl, i do miss you guys so much i can not xpress how i feel but sometimes i jus feel so empty & lonely. Wish we all were tgt but life is not always abt having fun. PS:my new mail is sugar-babyy@hotmail.com, im no longer using my old. OKAY,gtg nw. BYEE..

Ohh well,finally!!! After so so so long since i updated my blog. I have been so damn busy since college started that i haven't beeen in contact with my dear friends(i'm sorry guys!). I don't know where to begin from but i just came back from pokarah with mali,juli,himmy,nis & ashish & i actually lied to my mum that many of us were going. Damn!,we had a hell of good times there. Its so peaceful,so much better than ktm. I actually loved it there & didn't even felt like coming home. We went to Gufa(mahendra cave),Bat cave,Fewe tal,World peace stupa & many others more. To me it was like a real tour with fellow friends & bf:-). I had really had a good time,seriously. Nishan was always there for me but too impatient didn't even let me make-up. There was 1 time where i fell down while bathing & bf didn't heard the 'thud' sound,haha. I had a quite a huge bruise on my left hand. I rode a scooty(Dio) on the highway on full speed! Whoo,atleast i accomplised something. Nis was behind me controlling cus i'm not that perfect & it was only my 3rd time riding. Jul & himmy was lost in track because they were pretty slow,while mali & asis were far ahead of us. It was a long straight road,quite desserted but a river along the road made it so beautiful. I had a long fight with my mum for this trip & in the end i still won. But hey mum,i'm so sorry for causing trouble & making you worry everytime. Mum & my relation is still the same,hais but i have become much better to please her. I don't wanna make her worry nor angry. I hope mum understands me. I'm so in love with my bf(nis),we are going 1year & a month. Too bad we can't meet everyday cus we are far from each other but he comes to pick me up atleast once a week(mayb twice). Haha. It's funny how we got together,sometimes we quarrel if i do not text him or reply his calls. I know he cares for me & i do to him too. Because of him,i know most of the places cus he keeps talking about this & that. I like him alot,hehe. I have become different,the way i speak & think. I have started to learn how to cook some dishes for dinner,future housewife. I like to cook & clean the house as well as to learn new things. I hope my dear friends are well,how are you guys? You don't even text me,for your info if your reading this get my new num 9779808475160 & atleast beep me! I miss you all so much!!! Pls forgive me for not contacting & miaing. I don't have a comp at home,thats the prob. Alright,i will update some stuffs next time. Bye all. thanks for reading:-D