GEE (:

HAPPY SWEET 16 ANITAbaby, i love your lips.

Oh, anita's sweet 16 sure rocked like hell. We were much earlier than the earlier sweet 16s, haa. We went shopping for her pressies last minute & skipped red-cross. It was so difficult to find the perfect present for her. In the end, we went up & down the shop for many times & it was really like a nuisance to the shop-owner. I was kinda fed up too as i was really tired & i couldn't find my charles & keith sandals & ended up buying another. That heels really killed my foot but i was much taller, hah. So we just bought her a dress, shades, a silver necklace & ripcurl wallet. I hope she liked it all cause we really tired our best to find her the perfect one. & i really liked her dress! While shopping some of us did our own shopping too, haa especially me. We reached home around 7.30 & waited for sagar to come & report to the gate for Li yang. I don't know why there were some problems & it took much longer. I was so frustrated & hungry & the uncles there created even a bigger problems. I don't know why GC is so fucking strict now, just bouncing a basketball is a HUGE problem to the head. At this rate, we are sure bound to get into more serious troubles & i don't care cause it's a complete change & we can't adapt. It's just some foolish & crappy rules that we must obey if not our fathers will suffer. Worst of all, installed cameras to view my fucking vagina. Hais, finally li yang got a pass & he entered. Anita called me & was petty about this things cause we going to end up late at the cake-cutting ceremony. I quickly ran to home & put on the cheongsam. It was a chinese dress code for sugie, hee. WTF, i lost my chopstick in the middle of dancing, how to eat my noodles today. I couldn't dance as my stomach hurt because of the spicy food. Still the whole party rocked! Anita; thankyou.

Chao

PS:You know what, i'm starting to have all sorts of signs again

Time is taking back everything i used to have, i've become this bare.

I didn't held my head up the grey sky,

gloomy & dark as it appeared

I felt something struck upon me.

Betrayed by the words once again,

living with empty promises every day,

I lived in vain.

My apology for making an outcast,

It didn't occur to me.

I know i didn't cared until the last.

All i ever saw was the lies,

blinded by the ties,

For a moment to never forget.

I don't need an answer to ease me,

I won't take back my words,

just to make it right,

Cause each time it's worthless

making a choice. It seems like

decade have passed by not smiling.

Pity for the time where i had to

stand alone, enving kids with

full of happiness.

PS: For a moment to end, it takes decade.