AOut of nowhere, im back again. It feels odd & weird cus its been months since i updated my blog. Yeah, i missed writing so much. I actually came to do some research for my geeral paper which is held on the 18th oct. I jus did my pure math, it sucked! Seriously, i could have done better but i got carried away by my nervous. I had prepared myself but things jus got wrong, which is a pity. I gotta do well for my statistics paper. Im pretty nervous for my GP as well, have been preparing abt 4essays. Hope it would be good enough. Now is dashain but the cambridge students are slogging hard for their board xams:( The streets are so quiet cus most of the people have gone to their village to celebrate the festival. Well, im not also in the mood for 'fun'. Im in a serious stake of my lyf,been thinking alot. Haven't met up with bf for so long,miss him. I'm still having pblms at home,as usual. I don't know if its really abt my attitude or jus the temper. hais! Lyf in nepal has really & greatly changed who i am. I have become someone different but some of my habits still remain. I don't mind for the change in me but to live it. Days are passing by fast & who knows what outcome awaits us. Its time to learn & nuture, & live by ourself. I don't wanna be dependent on our parents cus she's always like nagging & saying bad stuffs. I don't know who i have become now, i can not say for myself either. There's jus a thing left for me to do now. & ras & ppl, i do miss you guys so much i can not xpress how i feel but sometimes i jus feel so empty & lonely. Wish we all were tgt but life is not always abt having fun. PS:my new mail is sugar-babyy@hotmail.com, im no longer using my old. OKAY,gtg nw. BYEE..

Ohh well,finally!!! After so so so long since i updated my blog. I have been so damn busy since college started that i haven't beeen in contact with my dear friends(i'm sorry guys!). I don't know where to begin from but i just came back from pokarah with mali,juli,himmy,nis & ashish & i actually lied to my mum that many of us were going. Damn!,we had a hell of good times there. Its so peaceful,so much better than ktm. I actually loved it there & didn't even felt like coming home. We went to Gufa(mahendra cave),Bat cave,Fewe tal,World peace stupa & many others more. To me it was like a real tour with fellow friends & bf:-). I had really had a good time,seriously. Nishan was always there for me but too impatient didn't even let me make-up. There was 1 time where i fell down while bathing & bf didn't heard the 'thud' sound,haha. I had a quite a huge bruise on my left hand. I rode a scooty(Dio) on the highway on full speed! Whoo,atleast i accomplised something. Nis was behind me controlling cus i'm not that perfect & it was only my 3rd time riding. Jul & himmy was lost in track because they were pretty slow,while mali & asis were far ahead of us. It was a long straight road,quite desserted but a river along the road made it so beautiful. I had a long fight with my mum for this trip & in the end i still won. But hey mum,i'm so sorry for causing trouble & making you worry everytime. Mum & my relation is still the same,hais but i have become much better to please her. I don't wanna make her worry nor angry. I hope mum understands me. I'm so in love with my bf(nis),we are going 1year & a month. Too bad we can't meet everyday cus we are far from each other but he comes to pick me up atleast once a week(mayb twice). Haha. It's funny how we got together,sometimes we quarrel if i do not text him or reply his calls. I know he cares for me & i do to him too. Because of him,i know most of the places cus he keeps talking about this & that. I like him alot,hehe. I have become different,the way i speak & think. I have started to learn how to cook some dishes for dinner,future housewife. I like to cook & clean the house as well as to learn new things. I hope my dear friends are well,how are you guys? You don't even text me,for your info if your reading this get my new num 9779808475160 & atleast beep me! I miss you all so much!!! Pls forgive me for not contacting & miaing. I don't have a comp at home,thats the prob. Alright,i will update some stuffs next time. Bye all. thanks for reading:-D

My family :*


going home time


in the kitchen, not shy re ke


model lahh


tired down, still giving pose ke


smile :]


wiff mommy


groupie


Sherpa & magar


with suju didi, twins name





bhaja also smiling


acting traditional


hehe


moty magarr


Juli ni ma, magar girls :DD

What a life? We had taplejung jila mela ystd at turikel opp ktm mall. I was so excited for it cus i was wearing magar dress, had to be traditional & local man. I started to get ready at 9am, finished everything by 11, hah after all girls nature to doll up. Mom & i were running late, my hair was not done so i did it myself only the fake hair mom helped me. She was cursing me instead when we were late as phupu had all had been waiting for us like for an hr. Bro & granny left first, so mom & i came later. Called juli outside her house, saw nigga walk past haa. Lols, juli was screaming away when she saw me hahaks. We quickly headed for bishal chowk where bojus all were waiting, we waited for reserved van to come too. It arrived in 20mins & picked up people along the way & reached our destination in nearly an hr. Uff, i got reminded of spore because it was very warm there. Had very few people at mela too, programs had not started yet. We went to tumba's stall, sat down & stare at people & they stared back harder. I was going to fall sick, stomach cramp, back pain, headache & feeling so warm. I was going to fall down, was feeling extremely weak la. I had no mood, went around looking at stalls & showing off our dresses. Hah, people can't believe we were magar man; thought tamang man. Mom told us to go home at 3.30 but change of plan, we waited for the programme to start first as she said like we were supposed to go up the stage & like dance etc. Juli was trembling with shame la, she didn't want to go up while mom & pabby didi were pursuding us. Juli & i went outside for a while cus she was desperate to go home. In that state, no one bother to lift us lo so we just waited for mom all to come out. Indeed they came cus mom was also in a rush to go home but phupu pursudaded her to stay longer na. Waited for micro van & finally after many minutes found one & hopped in, it was so cramp that i had to sit in mommy's lap. I doze off for a while, heh was too tired. Reached nakhipot, pupu all went milan chowk & mom went grocery for a while. Durga dhai was standing behind me, he startled me for a while cus i thought someone was behind me. First time talked with dhai, i was wearing magar dress yet he said limbu ke, lols. Haa, wished him luck for the upcoming basketball tournment & i left with juli to eat chicken wings. Mom was yelling in the middle of the road, it was embarrassing as bros were all at the court training & confirm they heard stuffs. Pari had something to give me so met him at court too. Ahh, he gave me a sketch so sweet luh. Haa, went home together & met so many of his friens, my heart was thumbing hard. I was scared.
PS: I lied to you that you weren't in my heart

magg is always crazy, siao!


attention on the heels lah


MAGGOT is crazy


himali, acting cute with her pink red-brown hair. HAHAKS


kinda shy, love the heels!


okay lahh, CK model


we doing crazy stuffs at that night


busy messaging, don't distturb


overnight at mali's house


mali e cam-woman


our dinner, my treat! hah, act rich only


I wanna eat food!


sweet+emo


emo seh somebody!


himali, wake up lah


At D.point restaurant


pink gangster


wha seh, alena local




outside Hot Bread rest..


Alena, mali & i went to laghankel quite near our place. We girls went for fun & walked around the shop. We bought half kg strawberry, ohh it's so delicious & sweet la. It has been our fav food to eat while walking, people stare at you when you eat while you walk & may get sick. We girls came back around 4plus, nana & i went home to change but mom had locked the door uff effing man. SO i went to the streets in my pink skinnys, everyone was staring. We were supposed to go dinner, treat alena as it was going to be her last. I called batu & von all but supposed they had to stay at home to be mummy's boy! So four of us went to eat, didn't had a proper dinner as mali was yearning for like small stuffs of food. In the end, we ordered 2momos, pizza, chowmein & aloo pratha. Hah, i drank strawberry milkshake this time was much better. I thought the food was not going to be enough but in the end, i was the first one to be full la. We had many shots & laughed so loudly as we were the only customers. It was so fun man, so headed to mali's home to beg her dad to allow her to overnight at my house. But her daddy didn't allow when we begged him, so mali's mom called my mom to let us stay there. Poor mali, she was damn pissed. Lucky my mom allowed, i was so scared that she was going to give hell the next morning. We played & laughed the whole night as well as taking funny pictures on funny make-up. This alena la, took out the make-up set & started wearing it. Hah, somemore juli, nana & i were all wearing mali's track pants for that night. Juli was sleepy so she slept as we thought line was coming at 12, wanted to watch movies. We waited for so long la, & mali & nana were like 'wha suju still don't want to sleep eh, i know your sleepy la'. Hah, i still could stay on as i was busy texting too. We3 went to the living room & hugged inside the blanket, was so cosy & warm. I took my bra off as it was so uncomfortable & just throw it inside the blanket. When mali was reaching for something, she found this string; it was my bra! Lols, paisehh for a while la & laughed. Line didn't came at 12 so we kept on talking till 2am until everyone fell asleep, juli was sleeping on the other room. I woke them up at 9am, could have slept more but i was scared momm would be petty. So drank tea & char mee then went home. Alena's parents were coming to fetch her, so sad to see her go. No time to go Naku kola to take pictures, very nice the place. So nana went to other place, mom & i went to bank in New road. We did some shopping for a while, shit forgot to buy titora la! Headed back home, as soon upon reaching home i ran off again to meet batu the memory card. All nakalay haru ko pictures, wanted to give ride home but triple load. I was shy & went to mali's house, take the dogs for a walk. We went to eat & headed back home again as mom called me at 5 which i returned home by 7.30. She rapped again lah, her usual stuffs. Haix, line went off lucky com had batt so watched sex is zero. Sorry pal, send you guys wrong dvds its RA ehh, dont get horny. Msged batu, didn't let me sleep untill i fell alseep lah. Woke up at 4.30am to play com as we are going temple ltr at 9am. Going shopping again!, hah. Gtg now then, chao :D
PS: I keep on smiling to myself like an idiot

outside ktm mall, after our neoprint shot :DD


mali & i, waiting for maggot & her parents


Grpp


at D.point restaurant for dinner with siblings


hah, both vain ass. juli e camera-woman


Here's the pictures which had been taken a week before even longer la. I had been rotting at home, couldn't wake up today la. Mom rapped like hell when i didn't want to get up lo, so fussy about these stuffs & the time was only 8am la. So she also let me rot in my bed while she & cousin went to refill water in the river or something like that. Finally at 9, i got up from my bed & hit breakfast straigh. It's funny that i didn't got hungry today morning if not i only get up when i feel hungry, fatty pig uh me. After lunch, went to bath had water in the tank after waiting for many days. Now i think about the time when i got angry cus i didn't got to bath because there was no water, hah. Sun-basked with mom & grannys outside at the veranda, i felt hungry again la. Uff, i get hungry so easily la. It was tea-time too, so went to buy milk & cooked tea. I think i might be a diabetic, have been taking too many sweet stuffs, even my drinks must be sweeten. The health here is very poor la & i'm so scared of contracting a disease la, like there's rubbish & rotten stuffs lying on the road. & there's so many bungalows houses, no HDB flat here. At 4pm, electricity came, played com & chatted with bff for a while before going hawa kanay our daily 'walk'. Juli also came my house & headed to the streets while mali went out with her mom. We did a small round & sat outside a shop, waiting for mali. Addict & gang went to play bb, how i wished they would allow us to play too la but the guys scarey. He came & sat with us while juli was chasing him away as people might think bad about us two, he didn't go away & waited along with us. It was getting pretty dark when mali finally came, her mom saw us with the guys. She just reminded us about the guys & not to hang out with crooks lo. I saw my gangster & i learnt that he was already married la, uff. Still got gangster.1, hah he really looks like a addict & like gangster.2 bro. The 3of us went for another round of walk & these guys came forward asking for.. We were so shocked & tried to ignore them. The VR makes lots of noise, one day shall ride in it, mali rode in it today la. I'm scared to go on it too as its super speed. Hah, came home late from walk again & mom was angry as family was eating dinner, wth it was only 7.30. Thought line will be off by 8 but its until 12, yay can play cus bro is having sch tmr. Hais, i don't know which sch to decide for. It's been 3hours straight since i sat to play net & my backs aching now. Think i better ciao to sleep now, whole family is sleeping soundly too. :DD

PS; Mom don't scare me, pls

Woah, sweet 16 were so great!
First was jasmi's on the 21st, HAPPY belated baby! Thanks for the wondeful patry, be good to your parents.
Then Nancy's on the 23rd, Happy belated mummmy. I hope i made you proud & happy, merah papa will take you away before i do.
I enjoyed & had fun, main reason was that exams were over & have to study real hard from now onwards!
I was a little down on omoni's birthday, sorry. Hey, but even though i was having those headches, i got up & danced! My fever was also gone la.
I hope mummy liked the swatch & dress, i love you.
The MYE results were great enough to disappoint me.
I don't even want to say my L1R4 agg, it's so shameful.
I'm starting with my a-math first, trying to improve on my math first then other sub.
HAHA, i'm so happy.
Chao

PS: I thought it was over,