HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GIRL BESIDE ME, ALENA (: & to ERNIE, happy sweet 15 xP.
It's been four days since i last touch my com. So many things happened within these period of time lahs. The last friday teacher's sport heat(something like that), was so fun & exciting. I didn't felt like going red-cross & Ms Iswari didn't let us go. I was so mad at the thought, i wanted to run away. Mr arman also injured himself very badly that day, i had to support his leg & he couldn't move it. It was darn serious & we didn't know what to do & called the ambulance. Later, we ate dinner cause we helped here & there & went home after it striked 8.30pm. I had to call off tution again & i think ryan is irrated by now. Calling every friday's night & i couldn't reach him that night & i panicked cause saturday morning we had flag day. Lucky he called back around 10 & changed it to sunday. Flay day was so arrgh! It was my first time doing this & i really didn't want to do it cause no one could be bothered. We went to Orchard & saw Cedar girls & 2 more schools. I think i only collected around 15bucks, that's all. After that we had NTUC Floorball carnival under 19. Ofcause we didn't win but was on luck. I don't know why my mood was so sucky! Suddenly it crash down on me & i lost my sense knowing what to do, i didn't played the games once & felt i came for fun. I was totally not feeling well & i added on to it myself, i was in the so 'annoyed' mood. Maybe it was because of my sore-throat that left me feeling hot all over. Karhoe's team was there too & he pretty scared me at first. She rubbed on it saying i won't go home alone or what. Knowing i was having mood swing, i went home with my crew & Yunxian gave me a peck on my cheek. That made me feel much more relief & happy, i could let go of my mood but i held back. We went home & i couldn't find my ez-link card, i was worried sick! I was more annoyed & felt angry but alena found it in my bag. You know the size of my bags are so huge & things always bury on each other. I want new clothes mum, let's go shopping! I'll always have something on whenever we girls of our family member arrange to go shopping together but i'm always the one backing out last minute. Life will teach me more lessons, i'm getting sleepy in class again & no i don't want to make a habit of coffees! Been overdosing on few tablets but it didn't show any sign. I wasn't feeling well ystd & ryan was also fed up with me. He forget about our lesson last sunday & it was a complete different ystd. I want to succeed but fears lack of sleep. I'm so greedy of sleep. I opened up to my baby & it felt much more better but i seemed sick. I don't know where it will lead to. Tmr we're having a friendly match with Coral sec C Boys. I hope we will win tmr, first step to success is to give your best.
I'm so tired like it is, i'm trying not to give up !
Chao (:
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