This words were my heart & soul

MOE Changi, where we slept; took it past midnight. First night, dogs were barking.

With the so called 'jackie chan's bro, haha. Looks exactly if you up close. PINKY on far right!

My group picture, FAITHFUL; Instructor Idris.

Afiquah, my buddy with Adibah from Tampiness sec & WEi Li Honey from Yishun Town sec.

After 5 days 4 nights, finally at SGS back again.

Before heading back home with Instructors Idris & Adi.

The fourth night where we spent taking pictures with one another.

My SEXY back buddy, Clarence from Yishun Town sec.

Loved, Missed.

ADIBAH baby <3

Marvin & erms, i forget

Faiz, the one immature. Hah, from Yishun Town sec.

I'm back from HK & my longest camp. I didn't really elaborate on that. Well it was really fun but i was tired by the end of my trip. My uncle, step cousin & auntys really doted on me esp uncle. He is a very tall man who walks super fast, it's very difficult to catch up with him. I was quite lonely lah, with my parents. The places we went to were beautiful & i liked the weather cause it was chilly not warm. I had to sleep with my cousin for lack of rooms, haha. Disneyland was was even more chilly up on the hills, Cindrella so georgeous! At the 7th day, we were rushing to pack our luggages. & dad pissed me off as he drank too much till his leg was in pain. I was angry at him for drinking too much. But it went well. I hate to step in the plane ever again. I'm scared lah, but to reach my parents i will. 13 nov-21 nov

We didn't sleep all night as we were excited. Anita, alena, anayas, renu & priya overnight at my place. We watched korean movies & cried at the same time as it was very romantice & touching. It was funny watching anita & priya crying. My brother & friends felt hungry & we ordered Macdonal late at 3am. My eyes were swollen & i was hyper, i didn't sleep a wink that night. 4am i took a shower & put on my clothes & headed to alena's house with her. We were going to the airport to send my family off. Around 6am we waited for the people going nepal & boarded the bus. Many families were there to send us off. We reached the airport & bro disgrace me, he shouted like mad. I only could walk off with my head lowered, lol. Dad was very anxious & panicky, he is always like this. Bro friends were there too but i knew no one. 8am they had to board in, i followed mum till the gate. Finally she cried, i couldn't do anything. Dad didn't cried neither did bro & sis. We were behind the glasses & watched till they went off. & i shed for the first time infront of the crowd. I was choking on my emotion, i wanted to stay strong. Bro friends were beside us & when i saw them cry, i felt pitiful. They were crying but i was holding back. When sis & mum waved back at me, i swear i wanted to leave with them. & they were gone. We ate breakfast at Mac & dad called to say they were taking off. I had no words & he asked me to assure bro's friends not to cry. Alena & i headed back to school for A.math. I was very tired by then & i fell asleep i class. Sorry i couldn't help it. I was in my sleep when i was scribbling when Mr.oei was saying in class. I woke up at around 12.40 & looked at my paper, it was hilarious. I don't know what i scribbled in the paper, lol. 29 nov

The 5 day camp was super fun! It was the first time where i interacted with other people, i swear. At first it was hard knowing them, was a bit shy to open up but gradually we opened up. The first day we went to kampong glam, it was tiring & boring. Later part then we went to Orchard Rd & ate our dinner at Lucky Plazza. We always stick to our buddy. The 2nd day we did our Kayak orientation, bath after that & headed to chinatown then to Night safari. I partner with azfar & he sat infront as he was smaller than me. We nearly capsized at first & was difficult to kayak as we couldn't control but Instructor Marvin was there to guide. When we came ashore, i was yelling 'help' for fun & idris came to the rescue. Haha, nolah i was being dramatic but he & azfar carried the kayak & i was free. The Tribal dance was so energetic & i was so attracted. There were a few school from japan & the guys were kawaii. The 3rd day we were supposed to do our kayak expedition but it poured heavily so we couldn't do! I was heartbroken, hah. But we got a afternoon nap, i quickly ran to my dorm & fell asleep. The fourth day we did our rockclimbing only due to weather change again! I was so angry that we didn't get to do Zip-line & abseiling but we got to do improvised rafting. We were given 45mins to create our raft that could float on the sea. We were a bit slower than other group & couldn't really finished on time. We carried our raft to the sea & i got to go twice. When we came back with our raft the second time, the right barrel came off; we laughed our ass off. It was so funny lah. We prepared for the campfire, by the time the show started i was feeling unwell. I didn't ate my dinner which jana ate for me. But my group stood by me & assured me not to give up. We performed a skit & advertistments where i had to do the M1 mumbai ad. The campfire was so fun but i was sick. We took pictures with our Malaysian friends as well as the local friends. We had time till 2am but we overshot. You could say everyone were sleepwalking. The next day i was well again, maybe it my sick had to do with cold. We had a mass singing where everyone made a big circle & hold hands & sang. It was so touching & sad lah, i couldn't shed. Then we had to go round & shake hands. Everyone was like crying & i didn't want to see their faces. When it came to my instructor, he was crying & i hugged him. It was so sad lah & i hugged everyone. I miss Pinky, he made me cry as well as my instructor Idris. We ran behind their buses, crying. Soon we too had to go off, we bid the instructors goodbye. 3 dec - 7 dec

I've been feeling lonely after parents were gone. They never called me till the third day where i made the move. I was mad at them but when i heard mum's voice, i nearly breakdown. It was tough living by myself in a new place. I felt like i was all alone, by myself. I had to hand wash all my clothes, my finger nails are long & i don't want to cut. It's uncomfortable living under someone. How i wished now that i never got used to my parents pamper. I do notthing all day, just sit in my room & fall asleep. It's difficult, one word.

PS: I feel like crying as i feel like i've lost something, i miss my malaysian friends!

Chao