This words were my heart & soul

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!


You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed form the awful truth How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I will save myself!

This song rakws, My Heroine by silverstein.
I just came back from photo taking at the studio. Bro-in-law and sister were taking a wedding photo, so they asked me follow them. Man,i had to wake up early at 8am and i slept only at 3am last night. I couldnt get to sleep, don't know what happened to me. Sis too so many photo shots, i was so bored looking at them take picture. After that, went to sentosa and botanic garden take another shot in her wedding gown. It was already 6 plus and i was having headache. After only 7 plus we finished the whole thing and went to vivo city. It was so huge. Crowded with so many people too. We went in to many shops and try on the clothes, but in the end didn't buy anything. Sis was not in the mood. So we went home around 10pm. I'm so damn tired now, i want to get some sleep.
chao 11.48pm